A Witch's point of view...
I suppose the polite thing to do is introduce myself before I get busy with this blog (what a ridiculous name) thing. Well, I'm not feeling particularly polite at this ungodly hour... Hells bells, you might as well know I'm not known for being polite at the best of times but what the heck. You'll figure that out PDQ. So, since names are so important to you folks, mine is Hope (aye I've got two sisters named Faith and Charity). Story goes that our dear mama named us so because she had grand dreams for her darling daughters, Witches all. Whatever... I'm the second of a set of triplets and mama never got the chance to see if her dreams came to fruition since she passed soon after our birth. I expect she would've been quite satisfied with the way two of us turned out and probably would've been mortified by the third.
Although my siblings have no problem with their names, I've never forgiven her for tagging us with such silly monikers. You can't begin to know how difficult it is to live up to the standards she forced upon us by naming us so, and I sure as the devil haven't spent one moment of my twenty-four years trying to. Okay, you get the picture; I'm a disgruntled Witch but my name is the least of my reasons for being so.
As I'm sure you've noted by the lapse in posts, Dream Teller is unavailable (sheesh, the woman must be nuts for taking so much upon herself) and the call was sent out for someone to fill in here during her absence. You got it; I was minding my own business when I was tapped. Couldn't get around to it until now; so sue me. Ho-hum. Now that you have a feel for me, I'll get on with it and if you're offended by what I have to say, too bad. Call it as I see it, without reservation.
I read through some of your e-mails (some of you are freakin' off the wall) to get some idea of what topic to approach and the more I read, the more I realized I'd do well just winging it, so here goes. People like me have little patience with people like some of you wanna-be-a-Witch; wanna-be-a-Vampyre; wanna-be-a... Whats up with that? Witches don't go around wanting to be an Outsider, or a Vampyre, or a Werewolf, or a Faery, so why would you want to be something you aren't? I know; dumb question. In a nutshell; P-O-W-E-R. (I suppose some of you would jump at the chance to be a demon, too).
Look, let me clear the air here. Most of us didn't come into this world 'wanting' to be anything. Its our lot to be what we are in the here and now. Sure, many of us (and you) have been other things in past lives but only a few (very few) have the option of choosing what we would like to be in the present. Some of us remember past existences and some of us learn of those as we go along. You think that is cool? Perish the thought. What we know or learn isn't always a pretty picture. Why? Most of us are sent back, time and again, to get things right and a lot of us haven't managed, too well. Luck of the draw? Hardly. All of us have choices (regardless of what some will tell you) and we often make wrong choices, for one reason or another.
The trouble with that is that some keep on making wrong choices and at some point, we all will run out of chances to set things straight. Folks, it doesn't require but a little bit of intelligence to figure out that avarice and the me, me, me attitude are things that earn a ticket to the hottest seat in all of creation. You've heard the old saying 'hell ain't half-full'? Aye, you've got it. Its a one-way ticket and no amount of whining and pleading will change things when that destination is reached. The Lord of Darkness and his minnions will be all too pleased to welcome you with open arms so take heed, lest you be set on eternal damnation.
So you wanna be a Witch? Pu-l-e-ease. Wanting to be won't make it so. True Witches are born and while there are some who attain certain powers of Witch, those are meant to. They are people who already possess certain qualities that make it possible for them to join our ranks and the most of them are either discovered quite by accident, or they are sent to us. They become students with a teacher/mentor, designated for the task. Those few loners who accomplish the feat don't do so on their own. Yep, got it again. Those foolish idiots have bartered for the opportunity and I assure you their souls no longer belong to them. Hefty price; wouldn't you say?
Per force, we are always on our guard against our ranks being infiltrated by the likes of such as them, for they belong to him who is our worst enemy. They cleave to no code of ethics, feel no remorse for what they do, and will stop at nothing to take what isn't theirs to take -our powers of Witch. Don't mistake them for Witches who prefer a solitary existence (no ties to any coven), for solitary Witches who practice White Witchcraft aren't anti-social (at least most of them) but merely prefer solitary practice. I happen to be such a Witch and although I often prefer aloneness, I am by no means anti-social.
Truth of the matter is that solitary Witches like me aren't bound by need for brethren to practice our religion. I am quite content to go it alone (sometimes I will join my sisters at their request when they are working at a particularly difficult task and need the added assistance to accomplish whatever deed they are about); in fact I thrive on solitude (for which my sisters find me odd). One might say I jealousy guard my privacy and one wouldn't be wrong in the least.
Faith and Charity are wonderfully kind souls and while they are more like twins, (with me being more like the third wheel) we are one another's anchors in this life. I know they despair of my differences yet they allow for them, and while they thrive on doing the 'twin' thing, I find it a bit of an albatross. I mean, can you imagine being one of three so-called peas in a pod? Looking at two others and seeing yourself, as if looking in a mirror? Aye, we are identical and aye, we played the change-game as children. But those days are few and far between now (at least for me). As much as I love and adore my sisters, they aren't beyond whipping up a bit of majic in their efforts to find me a soul mate. They just don't understand why I'm content without a mate (deliver me from such a fate) and they can't seem to help themselves from wanting me to have a man like theirs.
Okay, I admit (but not to their faces) that my brothers-in-law are pretty neat guys. They are easy on the eyes, successful in their chosen professions, and they go out of their way to spoil my sisters (ain't love grand?) but I'm just not made for the goo-goo stuff those four wallow in. Yuk. I can't imagine having to share my every waking moment with a man who can't keep his hands off me and his eyes from eating me up. No, I didn't say I was adverse to men. They have their moments and certainly they have their uses but I prefer to enjoy them at arms length.
Why? Because I'm career dedicated and I like calling the shots in my life. Don't need a man to tell me how to run my business, as I'm successful at doing just that. I love my little shop and I enjoy being my own boss, going and coming as I please, awaking and sleeping on my own schedule; yada, yada, yada. You might say I'm the quintessential modern woman, and I enjoy it. Now, if it seems as if I'm painting pictures of which you envy, let me assure you that being a Witch doesn't come without its burdens. We aren't anymore immune to tragedy and heartbreak than you are.
We lost our mother at childbirth, one of my sisters lost her first child, and nothing within our power, or anyone elses, could prevent the tragedies. You see, our powers and abilities cannot, no matter how hard we try, prevent what is inevitable; preordained, and believe me we used everything at our disposal to save that little soul that perished in the womb, at the last moment before birth. But his life wasn't to be and so we shared our sister's grief in the hope that we might somehow ease her pain. We have no way of knowing what went wrong with a child that had had no previous problems during development, for there was nothing to point to the problem. He was beautiful and for all practical purposes, perfectly developed. But there you have it. We held him, wept over him, and buried him, and three years have not dimmed our memory of him. There have been other tragedies in our lives but we cling together and draw on one another's strengths to see us through.
The whole point of my telling you these things is in the effort to help you see that each of us is who we are, with purpose. If one is meant to be be Witch, Werewolf, Vampyre, or the like then one is. Sure, there are those who actively seek to 'become' and some manage it, but for those who manage it and weren't meant to be, life is anything but what they envisioned. No amount of power is worth losing one's self in the process. I have seen such instances, dealt with such individuals, and I'm always left wondering what was so damned unimportant about life that it was tossed aside for the mere chance at power.
Otherworldly power is a huge responsibility, for unwisely used, it becomes no more than the key to one's own destruction. 'Tis a gift not meant to be stolen but endowed upon those who have it. So when you think you want what another has, mayhap you will pause and remember all that I've pointed out to you. As Dream Teller would say; Ponder. Blessed Be, Hope.
